Friday, November 04, 2005

Peeling the S off my chest...

This article completely nails right where I have been and why I pulled the brake this week in my life.
I have taken a lot of steps to reorient and reposition myself to face and deal with the different underlying causes of this whole burn out. Not an easy process to go against the very drives that got you to where you are but it has to be done in order to get to a more healthy place.

I am done being a messiah...not a pastor, but a messiah.

The S is being stripped off my chest, maybe you didn't think it was there but I have unfortunately lived like it was there. So if I seem distant or not too available or I don't show up or my phone only seems to take messages...don't take it personal, I am simply getting my messiah tattoo scraped off my soul.


Anonymous said...

My friend, I miss seeing you and hanging out with you. It feels like I haven't seen you in forever. I miss your friendship. I pray that the stress, chaos and heartache in your life would be released and that you would be able to live your life how God sees fit not anyone else! Take care my brother.
You are loved.

Unknown said...

Thanks bro...hey, I got a lot of time to kill, so lets hook up in the man hole and make smoke signals to Jesus, maybe He will show up too.

Anonymous said...

Sounds good! I'll bring the smoke:)

Anonymous said...

Well, I won't be there for the smoke signals, but I will be praying for you brother.

Take care. Tell the fam I say "howdy" (I live in the country where people actually say that...not sarcastically!)