
17 years
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I got hitched to the love of my life 17 years ago on July 7th.
It's been a wild ride ever since. Never a dull moment for sure ;)
Love ya babe...gloves and all.

I got hitched to the love of my life 17 years ago on July 7th.
It's been a wild ride ever since. Never a dull moment for sure ;)
Love ya babe...gloves and all.

This is my new 3-speed cruiser. I bought it at GoodWill and replaced the handlebars with some cool ones and replaced the old seat with a new comfortable leather one with gray flames. It's a sweet ride with a dino bell and a funky old light.

I found this painting at a little store that was closing down, I got it for $10.

I've started creating my backyard fountain and fish pond. I've missed the one I made at the last house I owned. This one is going to be bigger and include a small waterfall that will travel down a rock hill and turn into a descending stream that will flow into the fish pond. I am planning on planting some plants and a small Japanese maple if I can find a affordable one. I have a few ideas on how I will use the tree trunk in the middle. I am incorporating the roots from the stump and will have the water from the stream flowing under the main root and falling into the fish pond.

We saw this Saturday with the boys and my dad. I really enjoyed it. I was hesitant from all the reviews I read and it seemed like it was going to be a forced christian themed marketing ploy, pushed on me by some movie producers in hollywierd who were wanting to scalp off some money from the suckers that make up the christian market. But....I was wrong. It felt sincere, the message was great and I found myself laughing outloud more than I normally do.

I watched this last night...hummm, I thought it was ok. Now any movie that has Scarlett in it, I am game for and I think all the men actors are great too, but I wasn't that impressed. I like The Illusionist" far better. I found myself getting a bit bored. I felt it was trying too hard maybe.

Watched this yesterday...and I really, really, really loved it. I thought Will was great in a more human role, the lady was darling and the quirky filming was great. In fact, it goes into my faves list. There was just something about it that really got to me. I will ponder on it more...it moved me. Interesting how films can pluck certain strings and send a ripple through your innermost feelings. This movie did that for me.
Strange...

This is Austin, our middle child. He is known around our home as the "fisherman". He knows how to catch fish. Yet again, he landed some sweet catches this weekend. He caught this bass with a piece of fishing line and a bare hook! LeeElla fried it up and we chowed on it while we continued to fish. He also caught a large Blue Gill with just a net!
He's got skills.

I snapped a picture of this sidewalk chalk drawing that one of the Karen refugee children did in our basketball court. I think it capture beautifully what they are feeling about their lives. It's a picture of a house and a happy face above it with the words "I am happy".

"Please use your liberty to promote ours."
-Aung San Suu Kyi
Suu Kyi is the heart of the pro-democracy movement in Myanmar (Burma). Awarded the Nobel Peace Prize in 1991, she has been held in detention by the Myanmar military regime for 11 of the past 17 years although her party, the National League for Democracy, won a landslide victory in the 1990 general election. Last month, her detention was extended for another year. She is being detained at her residence. She has no telephone and is allowed no visitors apart from her maid and doctor. She turned 62nd on June 19.
God intends us to penetrate the world. Christian salt has no business to remain snugly in elegant little ecclesiastical salt cellars; our place is to be rubbed into the secular community, as salt is rubbed into meat, to stop it going bad. And when society does go bad, we Christians tend to throw up our hands in pious horror and reproach the non-Christian world; but should we not rather reproach ourselves? One can hardly blame unsalted meat for going bad. It cannot do anything else. The real question to ask is: Where is the salt? -John Stott

Alicia brought her son Jackson over for a visit today.
It was good to have all the family together...she turns 20 on July 4th.
I pray it is a good year for her and Jackson, she deserves it.

Jackson fell asleep on LeeElla today.
She has still got the mommy...now, grandmommy touch.
For American readers, this link is really helpful and informative: http://kidsarewaiting.org
- check out foster care statistics in your state.

I am so proud of my daughter, Destiny.
She will be turning 13 in a few days and for a teenager, she's the tops. She brought home a solid 4.0 on her report card this quarter. She's got a good heart, amazing talent, beauty and a brain, and her laugh could melt the hardest heart. She is a singer and guitar player as well. If you are at our home you can always hear her singing and writing songs in her room...which she always loves to share. Nothing makes me more proud than hearing her ask me if I want to come in her room and listen to her new song...I am sure Christian will be posting some of her stuff on the net real soon, so stay tuned.

My oldest son (14) Christian not only has a film studio growing down in our basement but in the last 6 months a recording studio has taken over too. He has only been playing around with a guitar for the last year. It is amazing what giving a kid a MAC mini will inspire. Film and Music a plenty.
You can hear his 3 current songs:
http://www.purevolume.com/777epochofwar777
All three are different but thank God he is still carrying the guitar hero torch...

Prayer of Peace: Relief & Resistance in Burma's War Zones" is the recent film produced by my younger brother Matt. This 28 minute documentary film follows ethnic Karen relief workers as they document and bring aid to internally displaced people suffering under the Burma Army. A first hand account of the oppression and human rights abuses the military dictatorship inflicts with impunity on an ethnic people. The film reveals a people that have maintained their dignity and hope for peace despite the odds.
See it here:
http://www.frontfilms.com/POP.html

We had so many kids come to the block party, many that had participated in our Mini-basketball camp. It's been awesome getting to know them and seeing them become comfortable around the church and participating in the different activities.

Pastor Jackson of Mnt. Zion church served up tons of amazing chicken for the block party.

We had a fantastic band for the block party....perfect bluesy bbq weather music.

Bah Eh Doh, one of our refugee girls from Burma discovered the joys of flavored shaved ice at the block party.

We rented a blow up jumper for the kids at the block party. It was a massive hit...we packed it out from start to finish!

Our church held a one year anniversary block party Saturday.
It was a raging success! Great music, food and people...we couldn't of had a better party.
BBQ, inflatable jumper, games and some amazing live music.
We had a huge turnout from the neighborhood too.

The “Batpod,” a new two-wheeled vehicle to be featured in the upcoming film The Dark Knight, starring Christian Bale as the Caped Crusader, BatMan

We have been blessed by some good friends to have access to a cabin on Diamond lake about an hour from Spokane. We spent Sunday and Monday at the lake this last weekend for Father's day with our family and LeeElla's mom and dad and sister. We had a great time boating, fishing and roasting smores around the fire. That's Destiny on the jet ski and Austin and Micah and I fishing off the dock. Austin caught a large mouth bass, a trout and two perch and Destiny caught two perch and I caught a large trout but it came off the hook just as I was pulling it on to the dock. We took Kona our 80 pound black lab and she swam so much that she sprained her tail. It hung painfully limp for two days :)

One of the ways I keep sane in my world is by spending time outdoors. I try to find all the places that are in or close to my city that I can spend time alone in or with my family. This is a pond I recently discovered in Lincoln Park. I took the kids and Spencer on a hike yesterday to enjoy the sun, explore the pond and get some exercise. This pond and park overlooks all of Spokane, it's got an amazing view but its hidden away and hard to find...just perfect. We will be taking some poles up there and seeing if we can snag some fish.

Our church is running a 4 day basket-ball VBS in our neighborhood.
So far its been a great event with over 40-45 kids attending.
Last summer we had 1-5 neighborhood kids attend our outside outreach. Amazing what a year of working in the community will accomplish. Prayers soak the ground, Trust is built, relationships are made.Your value and worth to the community rises and fruit starts to grow after faithful plowing and sowing. I will post more pics later this week but I just wanted to tip my hat to the awesome team of people who are making this event happen....you all are awesome!

Our local paper did a report on the 3 largest churches and on "mega" churches in general last Sunday. It was Father's day and that's the front page...bummer. But anyway...I found myself pretty disappointed by the article. Of course the churches are not responsible for the article but in general, I was unimpressed.
"Pulpit a concert-like stage" was one of the subtitles and the article described mega-churches worship services as: "high-quality, entertaining and well planned productions".
So this is what Jesus's little band of spiritual revolutionaries has become? Now granted this is the reporters perspective but if that is the conclusion they are coming up with...should we be concerned about the state of our churches? I find myself asking if this is all that I have to look forward too if our church continues to grow? All three churches highlighted in the article pretty much were interchangeable in everything shared or spotlighted. All their "offerings" as a church were all most identical. Is it impossible to grow that big and not become just like every other "mega" church? In the article they discussed how us Americans are so used to going to "super" stores, huge malls, Costco etc...that we are now wired to attend a "mega" church.
Our spiritual appetites have been shaped by our Jinormous everything culture...is that true?

The New Colossus
-by Emma Lazarus, New York City, 1883
Not like the brazen giant of Greek fame
With conquering limbs astride from land to land;
Here at our sea-washed, sunset gates shall stand
A mighty woman with a torch, whose flame
Is the imprisoned lightning, and her name
Mother of Exiles. From her beacon-hand
Glows world-wide welcome; her mild eyes command
The air-bridged harbor that twin cities frame,
"Keep, ancient lands, your storied pomp!" cries she
With silent lips. "Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore,
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me,
I lift my lamp beside the golden door!"
by Emma Lazarus, New York City, 1883
In partnership with World Relief, our church has had the privilege of welcoming 25 refugees to Spokane and our neighborhood in the last 9 months. Last night we welcomed our latest family at the airport at 12 Midnight. Thanks to awesome landlords, we were able to take them home and hand them the keys to their new apartment. Dinner was made, the beds were all ready and a new home sat ready for some tired refugees. I realize now the power of our American heritage and the beauty of our Christian faith that calls us to "welcome the stranger".
Truly the words to this poem speak life to those who come from lands that don't share our dream of liberty. These words remain the quintessential expression of America's vision of itself as a haven for those denied freedom and opportunity in their native lands.
Man:
Sorry.
I laughed out loud. :)

C S Lewis said: Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries, avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that coffin – safe, dark, motionless, airless – it will change. It will not be broken. It will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tragedy, or at least to the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The only place where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers and perturbations of love is Hell.

"Sir," the invalid replied, "I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me." -John 5:7
I have no one...
These few words pack a punch, they are bruised with the morbid colors of deep despair and hopelessness. They haunt us. They whisper in the ears of those who feast at the tables of plenty. They echo off the painted wall, after our melodic songs have ended and we bask in the lushness of our entertainment. They prick us in our $150 buck shoes, like an unreachable thorn. Justice weeps as we revel in our superfluities. It's bleak.
I must confess...my heart is too hard. My comfort has become a cocoon that I cant seem to escape from. It's been woven together out of years of self serving indulgence. I'm a prisoner, locked in a cell of my own making. I was told that wealth, luxury and economic margins would set me free. I found out that it became a siren that always lured me towards more but never got me there.
I find myself sighing in relief when the man in the cart is going the other way...it means I wont be required to do something. I'm ashamed by the depth of my selfishness.
I will wear red...but I wont kill my desire...dead.
I want to live a life of meaning as long as it fits into my plans and will not hurt. As long as it wont cost me much more than a cup of coffee.
Jesus said that the measure that you use, is the measure of return. And I wonder why we dont see more take place in our lives and in our ministries.
I am realizing that as a pastor, I came to work with and serve the poor. I came to live with them. I thought I came to...save them. I am realizing more and more that they are saving me. I'm being saved...from myself. It seems to be a blessing that is hidden among the poor.
"Remember, the final measure of your life won't be how well you live, but how well others live, because of you." -Bill Gates, Microsoft

Our people (i.e. women) must also learn to engage in good deeds to meet pressing needs. So that they will not be unfruitful.
-Titus 3:14
So as we enter the 2nd year of life as a church, we are are taking time to really focus on what the "pressing needs" of our people and community are. Women are crazy busy these days and trying to program their lives can be tough, working out the balance of have too's and want too's is tricky. I really believe that the closeness we long for as people and a church is going to be found in doing stuff together that enriches the lives of others and in the process deepens our own relationships together.
Maybe sitting together in a room and talking isn't always the path towards healing or real transformative growth. How much talk is ultimately really involved in change? How much sharing could be around, before and after and even during sharing a ministry project or event? Maybe we could approach gathering people around a project vs a weekly meeting that would have a begin and end not an endless unspoken requirement to attend for ever...isn't that one of the issues that keep people away from small groups and even church sometimes? A feeling of having to marry the group. Possibly our demographic these days would respond better to working together, sharing or serving on a ministry project that has a time line.
I think women want to feel like their lives matter...beyond and in addition to their immediate families. Maybe we could include our daughters in projects or ministry events that bring us together even more and show our daughters how to not only talk but work. Work & Witness activities are needed to bring a healthy balance to any demographic in the church. Internal focus can turn into a quagmire of introspection...we need to air out our internal work with a constant flush of outward focused service to bring perspective, and allow the Lord to move through us as we who are hurting reach out to help others who are hurting. Anything that only gets poured into becomes stagnant soon. The deep and enriching life is in the flow...in and out.
Here are a few ideas that hit me as I a man, ride around the neighborhood and think and pray and talk to people about what is needed here and in our church.
Visitation:
Maybe you could spend an evening doing some visitation. One on one encouragement. You could visit some ladies homes, get in their world a little and maybe the real "pressing needs" might become more clear. It could give some direction and understanding on how to better address the lives of the people we are in relationship with.
Fellowship:
Maybe you could do a coffee shop evening...a different spot each monday night. A little caravan around town to all the different spots and maybe through something like that more conversation and connection could develop with out a lot of work. You have a lot to give and maybe the Lord would challenge you to move a few steps closer to women. Women are facing so many issues: being healthy mothers and wives, and balancing work & home & church. Personal recovery issues, the way they relate to themselves and each other. The list is long.
The Lonely:
Then there is the women who are aging or elderly. How many women sit in retirement homes watching tv or staring at the phone wishing some family member would come and visit. Home many older retired women sit in this neighborhood longing for someone like yourself that would come over, chat, maybe help with some light duties that she just is overwhelmed with. Maybe she needs you or some women like yourselves that would search them out, serve them, love them and draw them into a community of relationships that might even bring them into our church family. Many grandmas in this neighborhood are actually raising their kids...what opportunities for ministry rest there? I know the East Central Community Center has an elderly arm to its programs, maybe some women would love to explore a bit and see if there is something connected to that facility that they could serve at. Maybe help out somehow?
Fashion:
Then there is the fashion angle of women's lives. Hair, make up, clothes, shoes, exercise. There are a host of ministry and relationship building ideas that could spark a small group. How about a walking group or putting on a day of HAIR CARE for free...carmen is a hair cutting, Johnny is...next door is Larry the barber, maybe the women could organize a free hair cut day for mothers and their families...how many times do mommies need a cheap hair cut but travel, babysitting, cost etc is an issue...especially down here.
Single Women:
No matter what age, but different ages sometimes like different activities. Is there no one who can put together some project, events or outings that interest single ladies? Maybe you singles could come up with some ideas to connect with some of the younger girls that look up to you and think you are rockstars. Showing them how to live as young women is sometimes more crucial than how to live as married women these days. You may be a sage and not even know it! Single ladies are struggling with following Jesus in a culture that tells them and sometimes forces them to be someone else. This is a group of people who really will respond to anyone who casts a vision and will lead them towards life that matters. They are not married and really shouldnt be treated like they are not full women yet. Life can be full even without a man all the time. This demographic can be powerful if it is harnessed and inspired to rise up and be fruitful. There is more to life than myspace, my face and his place.
Gardening:
One of the most challenging issues in our area is diet and food cost. The poorer you are the more crap you end up eating. Cheap food is usually not good food. Maybe a small gardeners market in the parking lot on Sat or Sun and through local gardeners or our church we gather some good quality food for women and their families. How many moms wish their kids could or would eat better. Maybe our ladies could help somehow.
Baby-sitting:
How many moms would love a night of quiet or a chance to shop without knee-biters? Or how about a chance for a date with their honey? Maybe our ladies could rally together and put on a free baby-sitting night for the community.
Home Make overs:
There could be some simple home repairs that the ladies who decorate and organize could help put together for struggling moms. A afternoon of yard clean up, trimming, hedging, mowing or planting of easy flowers could really brighten someone's day who is swamped in pressing duties that cause the other stuff to get left undone.
The Refugee ladies:
They really want to learn more about sewing. In fact they want to earn some money by selling their sewing crafts. They want to be more productive and they are amazing with a needle and thread. Maybe someone could help them start towards that goal. They also get bored. I know that Dah Mer who is pregnant is struggling with this. I know they would love some women to put a kid friendly day trip together. Go to a park, feed the ducks, or go down town and show them the falls, the goat, the carousel, none of the kids have ever ridden one, I am sure. How about Couredalene park, the kids structure? How about taking them shopping...transportation is always an issue for them. Just visiting...helping understand the whole personal hygiene dept at the store...it really is confusing if you think about it. How about making sure their homes are happy. Maybe there is something they need help with. Almost none of this type of stuff has taken place by women for women. Baby shower for Dah Mer, our newest Karen mother?
The list really is endless...but nothing will happen unless someone decides to do something.
I challenge you to engage your gears and begin.
Dont try to figure out everything before you do anything...then you wont do nothing.
You will talk yourself out of loving and serving.
Start small but start.
Just try to make a small difference.

"Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world," writes James (1:27)
"According to the American Religious Identity Survey, conducted by the City University of New York, there are about 224 million Christians in the United States. So why are there 115,000 orphans in a country that has 225 million Christians?...While not all Christians are gifted or equipped for taking in orphans it's pretty convicting that 65 million American evangelicals can't rescue 115,000 kids..."
more here: http://theresurgence.com/ab_blog_2007-06-04_orphans_vs_american_dream

The only real prison is fear, the only real freedom is freedom from fear. -Aung San Suu Kyi
"Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set the oppressed free and break every yoke? Is it not to share your food with the hungry and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter-- when you see the naked, to clothe him, and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood?" -Isaiah 58:6-7
As a part of our community outreach as a church and in cooperation with World Relief, we have had the privilege of helping resettle 4 Karen refugee families since October of 2006. These refugees are fleeing the ongoing violence, oppression and criminal atrocities of the military dictatorship in Burma. The current Burmese government refuses to acknowledge the democratically elected leader of Burma, Aung San Suu Kyi, in fact, she is currently still under house arrest.
Acts 17:26
From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live.
This month we are preparing for the 5th family to arrive from the refugee camps on the Thailand/Burma border. Our 6th and 7th families are awaiting to come to Spokane as soon as they are finally cleared for entry into the USA; this could happen anytime.
We are also currently making arrangements to fly a Karen pastor and his 5 other family members to Spokane from Utica, New York, to live among us and help me pastor this little growing community. This takes money, airfare should be around $2000 probably, and as a church that is celebrating its one year anniversary this month, this is no small task.
By God’s grace and through the patience and generosity of a number of helpful landlords; we have been able to help all these families move into our neighborhood. In the very near future we are working on providing a transitional house that will be a “landing pad” for incoming refugees to stay at while they adjust and begin the hard work of finding homes, jobs, schooling and learning about their new home. This will be called The House Of Refuge or (THOR), I am currently praying, working and negotiating with the owner/landlord on the house that I think will be perfect for this ministry, in God's timing it will be a reality.
We truly believe that the Lord has arranged for us to be involved in serving these wonderful people and the many more that the Lord will continue to send to Spokane. I know that where God leads, He will provide and that usually happens through the generosity and sacrifice of people.
We are currently receiving tax deductible donations, household furnishings and arranging for volunteers to work with the incoming refugees. If you would like to become involved, please pray and then contact me. I know that together we can show the love of God in practical ways to a brave and humble people.
Your prayers and support are always welcome.
Jacob’s Well
3016 E. 5th Ave
Spokane, WA. 99202
500-535-9355
www.jacobswellspokane.com

I'm not sure if I fit to well as a pastor in a urban community but so what. I've gotten a few strange looks for sure. What do you do with a cowboy hat wearing, bike riding, birkenstocked, metal-country-alternative-jamming, bible totting pastor?...I'm kinda like an urban cowboy with multiple personalities I guess...
This Trace Adkins song kinda nails it for me. It's a great tune if you have not heard it.
Mudgrips - white-tip
Cigar stickin' out of my face
Earnhardt racing sticker on the window
Banged up fender
4x4 - straight pipe roar
Primer and rust all over the door
Scarred up knuckles, Mack belt buckle
White t-shirt - Ain't afraid to work
Got a "what-you looking at pretty boy" smirk
Cold beer, hot wings
Wranglers, Skoal ring
Get just what you see
Gun rack, ball cap
Don't take no crap
Ain't a pretty boy-toy
I'll rock you steady
Rough and ready
Work boots - one blue suit
Size too small - don't wear at all
Unless somebody kicks - gets hitched
It don’t fit - makes me itch
Up with sun - off on the run
Makin' money money - cause I wanna have fun
5 o'clock whistle - off like a missle
Got a hot date, girl named Kate
Think's I'm cool - 'cause I shoot straight
Ain't one thing about her fake
She's long and tall - and she goes great with
Cold beer, hot wings
Wranglers, Skoal ring
Get just what you see
Gun rack, ball cap
Don't take no crap
Ain't a pretty boy-toy
I'll rock you steady
Rough and ready

Just think about it...He's carrying a gun and wearing homoerotic clothing...something for the right and the left to be happy about. He may be the best Purple canidate yet...just an idea.
"I don't know if I know what a rich person is..." -John Edwards
Here is one part of last nights democratic debate that I thought was ridiculous. In fact it's an interesting comment coming from a man who lives in a mansion estate and is accused of getting $400 hair cuts, have you see his crib? Give me a break...

"I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center...Big, undreamed of things-the people on the edge see them first." -Kurt Vonnegut
We are celebrating our 1 year anniversary as a church this month. I have been reflecting a lot on the past year and the year ahead as we make decisions on expanding our ministry in the East Central neighborhood. We have been presented with some exciting new opportunities that require prayer, faith and a willingness to yet again step into the arena of risk in order to take new ground.
Following Jesus is never boring if you dare to truly be open to change, to dreaming, to danger. Not everyone is called to do the same things but everyone is called to live by faith and that little word can transform everything if you let it start to sing out-loud.
God calls some to sing a "new" song. There are people waiting to hear something new to them. They are awaiting the bards of God, who will dare to dream out the prophetic words of the coming dawn. Prophets and Poets who will weave a unforeseen chapter in melody before it ever is seen. Like little birds perched on the edge of the morning, singing as if their voices somehow ushered in the day...so we pray and sing the visions of God.
"By reading the scriptures I am so renewed that all nature seems renewed around me and with me. The sky seems to be a pure, a cooler blue, the trees a deeper green. The whole world is charged with the glory of God and I feel fire and music under my feet." -Thomas Merton
Walking towards something always involves walking away from something and that is never easy. You will lose to gain and you will also find that there was much you could never lose even if you thought you could. Some treasures are only found when you let them go. Don't be afraid.
They will rebuild the ancient ruins, they will raise up former devastation's; and they will repair the ruined cities, the desolations of many generations.-Is. 61:4
There are ruined cities awaiting the dawning of light. Ancient dreams waiting to be lived out. Devastation's that cry out to be raised again, to see their glory return, to once again live in the joy of who God created them to be. Desolate lives, abandoned hopes, long dead visions lay in the dusty streets, like seeds under the ground waiting for the resurrecting rain of the tears of the worshippers to come.
Weep for the new creation to come my fellow crazy dreamer....sing a new song, you wont regret it.

This is a common question in christian conversation land.
I find myself responding: big enough to keep me busy.
Keeping the tension of reaching lost people and raising healthy Christians is a challenge for any church.
A large crowd isn't a church. I know most people who quote that say it because they are small and feel they need to say something that props up their ego.
I've done it. But the more I am involved in growing a healthy community the more I see that growth can be a blessing and a difficult challenge too.
Large can mean fat.
So size isn't always a good way judge health.
Small can mean stunted, dwarfed and undernourished.
How many people are loving God and loving each other and the community God has called them to show Jesus, works better for me.
In my neighborhood the dude with the big dog, sis usually a insecure small guy.
That's why I dig my next door neighbor...he's a husky man and walks this little white fluffy pooch...not to concerned about size.

Hey, everyone wants to be a rock star...but no one wants to take the time to learn to play.

I'm sure someday, someone will come up with a reason why drinking coffee is bad for you or gives you cancer or something lame like that. And then many people will feel guilty for enjoying that hot cup of joe. You will see them huddled around the corners of buildings outside of office complexes, sipping in defiance. You will be forced to endure for the common good "No Drank You" commercials with annoying coffee stained teethed java junkies. I know its coming...so drink up while you dont have to bear the weight of societies over the glasses, self righteous, down the nose stare.

"These are the birds you are to detest and not eat because they are detestable: the eagle, the vulture, the black vulture, the red kite, any kind of black kite, any kind of raven, the horned owl, the screech owl, the gull, any kind of hawk, the little owl, the cormorant, the great owl, the white owl, the desert owl, the osprey, the stork, any kind of heron, the hoopoe and the bat." -Lev 11:13-19
There is this homeless man that has been following me this week....church, memorial day BBQ, neighborhood park and today he was sitting on the bench in front of our church.
Waiting....for me.
I approached him, said his name...I remembered his name, he forgot mine. There he was, a heap of disheveled hair, dirty clothes, that pungent alcohol smell that I kinda like and kinda hate. Then there is the proverbial shopping cart...full of this and that, nothing and something. His had a little kitten on top, cute but dirty...kind of like him.
Then I noticed something, I wish I wouldn't have...he had the wings of a dead bird in his hands. Bloody, torn apart, fingers stained with mud and blood. He had cat food in a bag in the cart...I sat there staring at a man taking apart a dead bird carcass. He looked a bit uncomfortable and explained it was from down the street where a man raises pigeons. He said he thought one of the cats must have killed it. I shrugged and humphed but really didn't know what to say as I sat there looking at the remains of that bird laying on the cement by our church door.
I was sickened. I really dont know if he was eating the bird. But the whole process was something that hung in the air...suspended in disbelief and mild horror. I sat with him...simply because a man who is eating or carving, or carrying around dead pigeons needs a friend. I almost cried talking to him...sickened by the harsh realities of the urban poor. After our time together...I got up to leave. He rose and reached to hug me. I winced inside, slightly frantic as my inner gag reflex made me quite aware that it didn't like the possibility of contacting blood and mud.
He hugged me twice.
I washed my hands and arms furiously...slightly ashamed, but also aware of the holiness in the vile moment.

My son's ongoing movie has episode 3 up on YouTube.
Where he gets the ideas for this stuff escapes me.
I am proud of his emerging talent, passion and creativity.
The dedication is inspiring, he spends hours editing, filming, scripting.
see it here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vc3oaLyyc5I

"See these broken knuckles? Broken knuckles are like broken hearts, the more they're broken the bigger they get."
I attended a Veteran Memorial BBQ hosted and run by a friend of mine in a park in our neighborhood yesterday.
There was a live band, BBQs grilling chicken and hotdogs, baked beans, potato salad. There was around 250 people there, mostly folks from the missions, the VA hospital, recovery ministries and the surrounding neighborhoods. Rough folks that have lived hard lives that are written in their faces, clothes and conversations.
But yesterday many were honored for their service for our country. They were treated with dignity, entertained and lovingly fed by a rag tag group of front-liners who love Jesus and love these neglected members of our community.
I watched a lady I know cradle a broken 19 year old man from the gay community in her arms. She counseled, held, loved and I'm sure prayed. Moments like these happen when we make a choice to live out the love of Jesus in practical ways...rain or shine. Oh and my sister is blind too but its so obvious that she truly walks by faith and not by sight.
I pray more disciple will follow the same path.
